Daddy’s throwing temper.
Sudden mishap happened at home and disrupt his plans.

Brother could have fixed the problem.
Brother cant be bothered to fixed the problem.

I just had hashbrown.
My throat is threatening to mute me bcos of the oil.
Not very bothered.

Going to walk to the waterfront.
Going to do nothing about thinking about him.
Going to do something about thinking about him.

God is humourous.

Sent the email already!
Yes I know dateline is Wednesday.

Needs a good book to distract myself badly.
Needs to work on the photos.
Needs to work.

If you had my love and I gave you all my trust would you comfort me?
What can I do to make you love me? What can I do to make you care?
Try to reach out to you touch my hands, only me only you and the band.
But you are in my head swimming forever in my head tangled in my dreams.
Its a quarter after one im a little drunk and I need you now.
Another summer day has come and gone away in Paris and Rome but I wanna go home.
Took an oath, I’m gonna stick it out till the end. You can stand under my umbrella.

An idle mind is a poison lake.

– Jan 7th.
Amanda