That crush..

That crush… *giggle giggle giggle*
Yes I do giggle in real life. So not my age right…. ar.. well…

I have absolutely no intention to tell him, cos its obviously a season thing. Don’t know why? You got to read the previous entry.

Anyway, I was cooking and a thought came to me…
I should tell him what I like about him, what got me attracted?
Then it hit me, I shouldn’t.. 😀 cos its gonna be awkward, no matter how matured we are at handling it.
and of course Amanda has changed. 🙂 I would do it in the past, but I’m not val now. 🙂

It hit me. Its actually a very beautiful to do, to share with another about why you like him or her.
Cos really, how many persons in this world would spend time, attention, energy and just appreciate a person for who he/she is?

Appreciate a person for who he/she is right? :]

and obviously I don’t know a lot, I don’t know enough about him.

But still. 🙂 Its my blog. and for that very slim chance of him reading this blog (absolutely not the reason why I’ve been bloggin much these days. Its just the long enough holiday for me to write).

(besides all that The other channel, the other part of love thing).

I love that he is musically incline. Knows about enough (old) songs and is passionate about rhythm and theatre. We could talk and be distracted from the qualms of our profession. Okay, maybe its just my qualms.

I love that he is passionate. 🙂 I haven’t been passionate for a very long time. Ever since taking up the role in LN. ever since that Campaign manager role. A lot of things are just to-dos. A lot of things are just because it needs to be done.
Although I do came to the understanding that I tend to overwork about things I’m passionate about, its different. I need to find a new interest I guess. :]

I love that he is tall.
I love that he has pretty defined features.
I love that he is tall.
😀 Sorry, I repeated that. fetish fetish (in a non-sexual way)

I love that he is knowledgeable, in his own ways. I like smart people. *shrugs*
I like that he is gentleman, in some ways.

I like that I can and have the room to analyse him. 😀 YES, I take particular interest in man I like.
and I like that he spend enough time, not too much really, or not enough actually, for me to analyse him.

I like that he is he. non-involved, unique and of his own, I like that he is just him.

😀 very little obviously, but still, appreciating him for who he is.

Lets see…
Lets see…

thanks for coming by

Be Bless

P/S: Truth is, we just need to get it out in order to be over it.

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Amanda is a lifestyle blogger who endeavours to better herself through reflective practises. She is known to be witty and analytical although at times she seems to be talking to herself. Cooking (food and literature) is therapeutic to her, so Indulge in her and perhaps drop her a note or two along the way? ;)

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